Unspoken

There were so many words I could not say,
When I looked into your eyes,
I wanted to be able to tell you one day,
But I was left speechless every time that I tried

You must have stumbled across the key,
And discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me,
You found my heart and opened the door.
And I cried in the pain
Of losing my dear friend.

Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much,
As I lay in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
Without even putting up a fight.
Are my eyes deceiving me?
When I see you standing there?
Are you playing games?
Just to prove I care?

You used to speak my name in a prelude,
In a reference to love,
With such loving attitude,
As if it were a message from above.
With the palms of your hands
Pressed firmly against mine,
A white dove lands,
And the sun begins to shine.

I’ll stay here and play my part,
But after the beauty starts to die,
Will your footprints still be on this earth?
Though it is so hard to say goodbye,
Your friend I'll always remain,
As long as you are in my heart,
I’ll keep the friendship between you and me.

The letter I wanted to send
Casually inquired,
How could you have brought it to an end?
You were all I ever aspired.
After this life is over,
You’ll be one person I know I'll meet.

It was too late to start over, and so you left me with this...
I'll hold you within me for a lifetime,
If you’d just held my hand,
We could have had a wonderful time,
In the days yet unplanned….

I miss you my friend
Thank you for all you were
All these things I’ve never said
And unspoken forever they shall remain..